( He laughs, and it's not as cruel as it could be. He thinks Yuji deserves the truth from him. No smoke and mirrors. )
Sometimes I think I should have just left. After our mission with the Star Plasma Vessel. It had already started by then, I was already grieving. I watched a girl get shot in the head, and the assassin told me Satoru was dead, and I thought, why? What was the point? Even though he survived, he could have been taken from me any moment after. The way I severed the ties that I did, it was to outrun that pain. It's why I badger the rest of you so often about relying on your friends. I've done the bloodletting, it doesn't work.
( Back to swinging. )
And it doesn't excuse anything. My violence still exists.
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( He laughs, and it's not as cruel as it could be. He thinks Yuji deserves the truth from him. No smoke and mirrors. )
Sometimes I think I should have just left. After our mission with the Star Plasma Vessel. It had already started by then, I was already grieving. I watched a girl get shot in the head, and the assassin told me Satoru was dead, and I thought, why? What was the point? Even though he survived, he could have been taken from me any moment after. The way I severed the ties that I did, it was to outrun that pain. It's why I badger the rest of you so often about relying on your friends. I've done the bloodletting, it doesn't work.
( Back to swinging. )
And it doesn't excuse anything. My violence still exists.