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SOBA

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CHARACTER NAME

Geto Suguru

CIVILIAN NAME

Zaru Soba

TEAM

Brimstone

HOUSING NUMBER

003

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Comments

[eyescar]

I don't think we should spend all of our time thinking about the past.

[ See? Growth. ]

I used to wish that I could do things differently, that I could save other people, that I could swap their life for mine. That I could make it all better. But that just made me miserable, and everyone else was sad because of it.

[gorb]

( It sits badly within him. Only his care for Yuji stops him from saying what he really wants, that without his girls, and without Satoru, what future is there for him? Maybe all he has is the past.

It feels too poisonous. The boy is trying so hard. )

I'm glad you've started to see things differently, Yuji. I'm glad you're trying. You deserve a better life than this.

[eyescar]

That's why everyone kept wanting me to go to therapy, isn't it?

[ He laughs a little, softly, shaking his head. ]

It must be working.

[gorb]

Must be.

( Maybe Yuji will finally break the jujutsu cycle of misery. )

It must be strange. Finally talking about it with someone. Do you find it helps?

[eyescar]

It's... I guess so? I feel better about some things now?

[ A shrug. ]

I can't really tell.

[gorb]

I've noticed a difference if that helps.

( Sometimes it takes an outside force. )

You seem more balanced.

[eyescar]

You think?

[ That makes him brighten. ]

I'm working hard at it. Really hard.

[gorb]

I do.

( More gently. )

I'm proud of you.

[eyescar]

Oh.

[ Now he feels sheepish. ]

Thanks, Geto-san.

rachel pls come back to me on the pocky meme i wanna do a new hangout w yuji. unless u tl'd

[gorb]

You're welcome.

( A small smile, not quite reaching the eyes but near enough. )

Sometimes things like that just have to be said.

i did it !!!

[eyescar]

Geto-san...

[ Yuji squeezes him again, unable to resist. ]

You've helped a lot, too.

bless u

[gorb]

With some guidance.

( Yuji being instrumental in making him turn back to something more human. )

We all have to work for it. I think that's something that helps though. No one here has it completely together.

[eyescar]

I think that's a bit of a relief, though.

[ He hums, softly. ]

If everyone had it together, I'd feel bad!

[gorb]

( Like they're sharing a secret -. )

Me too. But we're managing well, aren't we? Better than some here. I think we should feel good about that.