gorb | → synflux inbox

Entry tags:

→ synflux inbox

ACTION ✗ TEXT ✗ VIDEO ✗ AUDIO ✗ HOLOGRAM ✗ DATAVERSE

@
SOBA
✖

CHARACTER NAME Geto Suguru

CIVILIAN NAME Zaru Soba

TEAM Brimstone

HOUSING NUMBER 003

❤

Flat | Top-Level Comments Only

Fathers shouldn't outlive their children. It's too cruel.

He loves you. I know it is hard for him to acknowledge that sometimes. I used to think he didn't know how to name whatever he was feeling. But he does feel it.

[ idiot. he forgot. ]

...that was rude of me to say, to you of all people. i'm sorry.

it's fine. i know he's gonna move on one day anyway. that's always how it'll turn out.

( He's glossing over it, it's fine. )

I doubt that.

I doubt there's a world where he does not think of you deep down. He can be careless, but he never means it cruelly.

never intentionally, sure. but you and i both know how bad he can get.

Will you think it's ego if I tell you I won't let that happen? We have given up so much in the quest for a better future, I refuse to jeopardise what we do have now. If he wanders too far I'll rein him back in.

i know you will. i don't think it's arrogant for you to say it, too. he's loved you longer than he's known me. you're soulmates.

i don't where i fit in all of that.

When I say we that means you too.

Satoru and I have discussed it. He has impressed upon me that I need to stop overthinking things. I worried about overstepping. He told me that was stupid. I want to be somewhere you can turn to too. All three of you. Just because he and I are trying to make things work doesn't mean there is no other space for anything else. A family is a family. You're his family. I'd like to be yours too.